Haaahh, I'm feel so alone now. Really really alone. Guess what even there are my Aunt in here, I still feel so alone. I really miss home, it's almost 6 months I'm being alone in here. Without cares from parents and without laught with my brother and sister. I feel so far now from my family, there were together and I'm alone. They celebrated my Sister and my Mom's birthday without me. Then I celebrated my Special Day a.k.a my Birthday alone. It's feel sooooooooooooooooooooo sad you know!
Even he comeback again, fill my night with his smile, his freak act, his romantic text, it can't replace my family. Even my smile become more big then before, it doesn't make my smile become big like I still live with my family.
I know my parents hired me to school in here for my future, but it just made me sad. I know I must strong to face this condition, but I'm just 15th years old! I'm not strong enought to face it! This condition make my awful, in front of everybody I will smile, laught, and happy. But behind you all, I'm just a
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