TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!

Today is December, 24th 2011. Maybe for you today is just so-so, nothing special. But for me, this is a special day! Why? Let me tell you why ;)

So, today is the day of distributing report book! You know a REPORT BOOK!! x___x
Yeah, for students report book is............................................ you know lah what is that for us.
I really scared, because I'm a stupid and lazy girl. And I know that I will not in 1 - 10th rank. 'Cause all my classmates is more smart then me.

Well when morning ceremony, I become the english speech. I'm really nerveous, you know talking in front of maybe 650 people is WOW -_-
Before I delivered my speech, Mr. Halimi announcement who get first until third rank in each class. And from my class is:

1. Kinanti Alfathia

2. Vani Shafira Mohani

3. Damar Setyo Ismoro

I'm really suprised when I know it! I don't believe it, it sooooooooooo WOOOOOOOOWWWWW!!!
Alhamdulillah I can get 2nd rank in my class! Thanks God, really happy can make my parents proud of me.

By the way, tomorrow I will heading to Kediri for homestay program. We will learn about english for a week, then after that we will go to Bandung and Jogjakarta. Yeaayyy! I wanna shopping hihihi.
And I would be very happy, if you pray for our safe trip! hihi 'cause we will go to there by using bus, and I'm little bit scared.


Alright, I think that's all. Well, thank you for read this post friends. Wait for new post yeay!

* HAPPY HOLIDAY GUYS! *

Try

Just trying to take some of photos. What do you think?

 Canon EOS 60D

My cousin's Canon with her coffe

 

 My Chocolate 50S Mini Instax with my lovely Domo doll

 My iPod with my Domo miniature

 My first homemade macaroons

 My cousin's Nikon (edited)

 My photos taken using Polaroid (edited)

 War between a monster and a fingerboarder 

 Mochi in the garden

 Mochi with his eyeglasses

 

♥

" I love you "

 " Je t'aime "

" Ik hou van je "

" Is breá liom tú "

" Ti amo "

" Ich liebe dich "

" أحبك "    

" 私はあなたを愛して " 

" 난 널 사랑해 " 

" I love you from my deepest heart dear. I know, without you my life still brigther. But with you my life become brightest. You are the one and the only sunshine for me. Even the cloud always block you, I know that you will show your light again for me. "

I present this post to you, K. 

I love you so much. 

Being Alone is Hard

Sunday, December 11th 2011. Well yesterday I'm not going back to Palembang, 'cause tomorrow I still have an axamination. 
Haaahh, I'm feel so alone now. Really really alone. Guess what even there are my Aunt in here, I still feel so alone. I really miss home, it's almost 6 months I'm being alone in here. Without cares from parents and without laught with my brother and sister. I feel so far now from my family, there were together and I'm alone. They celebrated my Sister and my Mom's birthday without me. Then I celebrated my Special Day a.k.a my Birthday alone. It's feel sooooooooooooooooooooo sad you know! 
Even he comeback again, fill my night with his smile, his freak act, his romantic text, it can't replace my family. Even my smile become more big then before, it doesn't make my smile become big like I still live with my family.
I know my parents hired me to school in here for my future, but it just made me sad. I know I must strong to face this condition, but I'm just 15th years old! I'm not strong enought to face it! This condition make my awful, in front of everybody I will smile, laught, and happy. But behind you all, I'm just a loser.

Final Examination!

Hey everybody!

Long time no see yes! Hehe guess what I'm really busy right now!

Hmm so today is Friday, 9 December 2011. This is The Dead Day Part 1. You know why I named like that? Because today is the first day of final examination! And the examination is Mathematics and Indonesia Languange. Fyuuhh, I got headache when do that!

Last night I already studied, so I just can pray to God now. Because the God can handle it. Yeah like my tweet last night "I'm not hoping for lucky, but I believe that God will help me 'cause I already tried to the max" 

Then, tomorrow the examination is................................... Chemistry and Religion!! Jeng jeeeeeeeeng. The Dead Day Part 2 will started tomorrow. Beeerrrrrrrr. So God, I just wanna get big score and small rank to make my parents proud of me. This is just my only hope for now, I hope you will answered my hope. Amin Ya Robbal Allamin.

Then last but not least. GOOD LUCK FOR ME, FOR ALL MY FRIENDS, FOR EVERYBODY WHO HAD EXAMINATION TOMORROW!

HEAVY BIRTHDAY VANI SHAFIRA MOHANI

December, 02nd 1996 I born to this earth. And now, it's already December, 02nd 2011, it's 15 times I meet you again 2nd on December. The one and the only my favorite date in 364 other days.

 

On my birthday in this year, I feel very sad. Why? You all must be confused right? Hehe. So I feel very sad because I can't celebrate my 15th birthday with my family :( However my 1st until 14th I always celebrate with my family. And now it's feel so different celebrate my birthday without them. Feel so lonely.

 

Oke! Stop sad! Now I will show you some capture of my friends text for me and my photos with my friends that we are celebrating my birthday party in the classroom. Check it out!

this is from BlackBerry Messenger

 

this is from Twitter

 

 this is the photos

 

Then, the special capture:

 First, this is from my SuperDad!

Second, this is from my SuperHandsomeCrazyBoy

 

If you want to see more clearly just click this -> Photos and BBM and Twitter

  

So, thanks a lot to Allah swt. who still give me a chance to meet 02nd on December for the 15 times. Thanks a lot to my family who always love me until now, all of my friends who always pray for me.

Once again THANKS A LOT  

#20112011

#20112011 = 20.11.2011

First, I thought that November is awful month like others. But, because that day, my opinion changed into that November is not awful anymore. Yeah, like my daddy said "after raining there will be a rainbow. So after you got a problem there will be happiness". And now that quotes is proved!

So for me that day change everything that I thought before. Whyyyy???? Because I can meet again with him. Him? Who is that? It is Ken. Ken, the Barbie's boyfriend and I am the Barbie :$

We hang out together, even it not too long I still happy. Guess what, I can meet him again after one month or maybe more. I'm really really miss him. Miss his face, his voice, his behavior, his madness etc!

I hope this week I can meet him again. Wanna see his handsome and cute face :3

ievoluoynanikasnafeh 

 

Looklet - Latex can be feminim too

Scarf by Dagmar, Vest by Nina Jarebrink, Dress by Malina, Flats by Vintage, Tights by Malene Birger

But the way this is not my first look, there are 137 another looks in my page. Just click this to see another looks ;)

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

[refrain]
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

Je m'ennuie de vous présenter mes meilleurs amis

Do you now what the meaning from that title? The meaning is " I miss you my bestfriends ". Yes, everybody must be have a bestfriends. So in this post, i wanna introduce my bestfriends to you all. 

This is Siti Rifdah Rihadah Aisy.

We are friends from First grade in Junior High School. She's my seatmates. We always call her Cicik. She likes Doraemon very much!! Now she go to IGM Senior High School.

 

This is Hiezma Novia.

We are in same group when MOS three years ago. And we are in same class at First and Second grade in Junior High School with Cicik too. We call her Ima. She's like Mickey and Minnie Mouse. Now she's in Senior High School No. 6. And I don't know it's true or false, she going to be a jilbabers :p

This is Anisa Perwitasari

We are friend from Sixth grade when still in primary school. We live in same complex. We called her Pee or Pees cause her last name. She love Lilo and Stich so much. Even she school in Jakarta, we are still bestfriend :')

This is Amelia Dyharanisha

We are classmates in Second grade in Junior High School. We called her Ameng. She is soooooooo kind and never angry. And now she is went to IGM Senior High School same like Cicik.

This Thamara Febby Safitri

Before I introduce her, boy beside her isn't her boyfriend. Hahahha. She is my classmates too in Second grade in Junior High School same like Ameng and Ima. We called her Febby or Lelek. Her face is Indo. Now she went to Senior High School No. 1.

This Amirah Dhia Nabila Sinum

She's my classmates when Second grade in Junior High School same with Ameng, Ima and Feby. She loves Doraemon same like Cicik. We called her Amirah. And now she went to Senior High School No. 1 same with Febby.

This is Amarisma Gusria

We are friends from Junior High School. We called her Ama. She's a sexy girl :p hahahaha. Now she went to Senior High School No. 17 same like my sister. She love Tazmania.

This is Hanny Sabriena

We are friends from Junior High School. Her home is near my Grandfather's home. We called her Hanny, but sometimes I called her Minoel or Ahok =)) She is sooooo wishy washy. And now she went to Senior High School No. 17 same like Ama.

So, their all my bestfriend from Junior High School. Many people said that Senior High School is the most excited moment. But for me, Junior High School is the most. I feel so lonely without them. I know in new school, I can find another friends. But nothing can replace them. So sad when I remember our excited moments when Junior High School. Happy, sad, fighting we spent together.

I miss you all...

Really miss you. I hope we can hang out together again. I hope our friendship will be longlasting. I hope you all didn't forget me even you find new friends :')

 From left: Hanny, Me, Ima, and Cicik

 From left: Ima, Me, Ameng and Ama

 from left: Hanny, Ima, Me and Cicik

Behind Me from left: Dicky and Ganang

In the middle from left: Ameng, Pee, Amirah, Ima, Me, Malik and Bagas

In front of me from left: Joey, Arif, Bewok adn Usman

nb: you can become their friends too! Just click her name and mention them --> Febby Amirah Ima Ama Ameng Hanny Cicik Pee

 

 

 

Raining in the outside, and I crying inside.

Haaahh, gila gue capek banget hari ini guys. Dari pagi sampe sore, di sekolah teruuusss. Mau tau gara gara apa? Yaa, karena pengukuhan Marching Band!! Ah, gue bangga banget karena udah dilantik menjadi salah satu anggota Marching Band Bahana Swara Serasan. Tapi walaupun capek, gue tetep seneng. Akhirnya gue resmi jadi anggota colourguard \=D/

Tapi, sayangnya sesampai di rumah rasa seneng itu tiba tiba BLEEESSS ngilang gitu aja. Buka pintu, terus ngunci dan ga ada orang sama sekali. Gue jadi kangen rumah. Kalo di rumah pasti mama langsung nyambut terus mijetin terus nanya nanya tadi ngapain aja. Sumpah demi apa pun gue kangeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnn rumah!!! Huhuu gue kesepiaaann :''''( Mana keadaan disini lagi ujan lagi. Duh cocok banget deh, diluar ujan didalem juga ujan :'(. 

I really miss my own home. I really miss my mom dad sister and brother. I really miss their voice. I really miss their cares. I really very so much more most miss my family :(

My School, My Friends and #eXAm

Di blog sebelumnya gue udah pernah bilang kalo gue mau cerita tentang sekolah gue sekarang. Nah di entri inilah gue bakalan cerita tentang sekolah dan temen temen gue. 

jadi, gue sekolah di sekolah SRBI di salah satu kabupaten di Palembang. Hahahaha mau tau dimana??? Baiklah, gue sekolah di SMA Negeri 1 Unggulan Muara Enim. Yaa, pasti kalian ketawa pas tau gue pindah kesana. Tapi, kalian belum tau kan ceritanya gimana? Nah hal ini juga gue bakal ceritain!

Kejadiannya itu dimulai pas gue masih kelas 9. Gue dulu itu udah niaaaattt banget mau sekolah di salah satu sekolah paling bagus dan beken sePalembang. Mungkin yang tinggal di Palembang tau itu sekolah apa hehe. Nah gue udah belajar abis abisan, les sana sini gue tabrakin semua. Tapi mungkin Tuhan berkata lain, pas pengumuman tes tertulis gue gagal. Ini ngebuat gue tu down banget dan bokap nyokap gue langsung bingung mau masukin gue ke sekolah mana. Dan setelah kejadian itu, nyokap gue yang terlalu itu curhat sama Bude gue yang kepala sekolah di tempat gue sekolah. Bude gue bilang ke nyokap kalo gue lebih bagus masuk ke sekolahnya. Ya karena sekolah gue itu SRBI dan emang udah lumayan terkenal di tingkat provinsi. Dan biar gue itu ga keliaran ke mall terus. Akhirnya gue pasrah aja deh nerimanya. Gitu deh ceritanya. Udah ngerti kaaannn?? Kalo belom, baca ulang aja deh yah, gue mau ngelanjut ceritain tentang sekolah gue bahahahhaha.

Pertama, gue ga tau Muara Enim itu kaya gimana. Dan gue mikirnya kalo Muara Enim itu yaahh....... kalian ngertilah pasti kalo orang kota pindah ke kabupaten pasti kan agak gimana gitu, mesti adaptasi lagi. Gue pas tes tertulis udah berharap banget semoga ga lulus. Tapi apa daya, Tuhan telah menetapkan takdir gue dan memilih sekolah ini untuk tempat gue mencari ilmu. Yaaa, gue lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan. Hiks padahal kan gue maunya ga lulus :(. Setelah itu gue ngejalanin MOS, yang padahal mestinya seminggu tapi gue masuk cuma 2 hari soalnya sakit zzzz. Pas MOS gue akhirnya kenal dengan temen temen seangkatan gue. Mereka semua baik banget, gue jadi langsung bisa adaptasi sama mereka. Walaupun gue belom ketemu temen deket, ya setidaknya gue udah punya temen ngobrol. Finally, hari pertama masuk sekolah, gue masuk ke kelas X.A. Pas masuk gue bertanya-tanya, "temen sekelas gue gimana ya?" "alay ga ya?" "duh takut ga cocok". Dan ternyata temen temen sekelas gue itu baik baik bangeett, terus gokil abiiiisss. Hahahaha betah deh sekelas sama mereka. Lalu kami juga ngenamain kelas kita dgn nama #eXAm yang artinya eX. Amazing. Keren kaaann? Yadong ide siapa dulu B). Kita juga kompak abis, ya namanya juga sekelas jadi wajib kompak dong hehe. Di kelas gue sebangku sama yang namanya Estika Wida dia ini gilanya ga ketulungan >< Di kelas kita hobinya ngakak sepanjangan hahahha. Terus gue juga sering banget gosip sama Wida, Rizky Amalia , Sari Fadillah , Kinanti Alfathia , dan Dela Qistan . Kita ini udah biang gosip hobi juga ngomongin orang. Namanya juga cewe, jadi wajar dongseeeee.

Di sekolah gue ikut organisasi KIR (Kelompok Ilmiah Remaja) gue di bagian Kording (Koran Dinding) dan menjabat jadi Editor. Terus gue juga ikutan eskul Marching Band dan jadi colorguard. Gue udah pernah sekali nampil pas acara, ya Alhamdulillah deh bisa kepilih o:) hehe.

Walaupun gue masuk sekolah jam 7 pulang jam 4, gue ga terlalu nyesel lah masuk ke sekolah ini. Walau resikonya gue jauh dari bokap nyokap ya tapi gapapa deh, ini demi masa depan gue juga. SEMANGAT!!!

Sudah sakit, tertimpa sial.

Gue udah dua hari izin sekolah gara gara lebaran. Dan hari ini, pagi ini mestinya gue udah duduk mantep di kelas tapi berhubung gue sakit ya terpaksa deh menetap di rumah dulu. Haaahh, kalo sakit gini jadi kangen rumah. Di rumah gue selalu dibuatin bubur sama si mbok terus ditemenin sama si adek. Yah inila ga enakny jadi anak kos yang merantau di negeri orang, kalo sakit ya ngurus sendiri berrrr. And you know what, waktu tadi gue mau beli obat gue baru nyadar gara-gara dompet gue ilang gue kesini cuma bawa 154RIBU BROOO!! dan itu buat 2minggu. Miris banget ya. Aaahh, dimana dimana dimana dompetku sayang dompetku malang. Dompetknya sih ga masalah kalo ilang, tapi atmny itu yang penting!!!!!!!!

hmm gara gara entri ini gue jadi bisa menarik kesimpulan bahwa:

" Bersyukurlah kalian yang masih bisa

tinggal bersama orang tua "

" Jagalah dompetmu dengan hati-hati.

Hilang di jalan, bokek kemudian "

" Buat adik adik yang nanti mau ngelanjut ke SMA

jangan pilih SMA di luar kota

nanti homesick mulu kaya gue :'') "

Home Sweet Home

gue seneng banget deh hari ini. Yang biasanya dibangunin oleh suara kokok ayam, hari ini gue dibangunin sama suaranya mama. Ya, maklumlah anak rantau gitu ya jadi seminggu sekali deh dibangunin sama mama.

Yup, mungkin sebagian dari kalian yang udah kenal sama gue pasti tau kan gue sekolah dimana. Nah buat kalian yang belum tau, gue bakal cerita tentang sekolah gue di blog berikutnya hehehe :p

Oh iya, pasti kalian bingung kenapa gue ngepost ini blog pagi-pagi di hari Sabtu lagi. Sebenernya gue hari ini bolos sekolah hahahahaha =)). Soalnya besok kan mau Lebaran Idul Adha jadi gue pulang ke rumah kemarin sore biar hari ini bisa bantuin mama di rumah. Suasana rumah hari ini agak sepi soalnya kakak gue Vega Camelia Mohani masih sekolah. Hmm udah ah, mama gue udah ngomel ngomel ga keruan nih gara-gara ngeliat gue sibuk mencetin ini laptop. Satu lagi sebelum off gue mau ngucapin:

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Adha

Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin

I'm Back!!

Hey all!

longtime no see yes. i just wanna tell you all that this is my new blog. my old blog (vanishafira.blogspot.com) has been romoved. Well, maybe you all will laugh see my new blog title. Yup, I'm much to confidence. But this is alright yes? Every woman in this world are beauty! ;)

Hmm. I think that's all for my first posting. I'm so sleepy now *yawn*.

GOOD NIGHT ALL!!

n.b : sorry if my english is not perfect =D